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Dunno how come....sometimes will felt deppressed for no reasons.....? Like when i think back my dreams....my pasts.....so true.....when i listen to some not really sad but also not so touch some nice and peacefull song i will will think back....starting to feel so deppresed....so sad...then starting to cry......how come...i always dream abt u? not him? why when i think abt love the first person pop out is u? not him? the sex education say tht it's not normal haha~ but u know....i'm always not normal a freak xP out of 3 dreams 2is abt u 1is abt him mayb i could say out of 100 dreams onli got 1 is including him....the ending is so happy but so sad in the middle "me n him de dream" everything was so real....i woke up founding myself crying.... dreams with u is always so....happy? so scary? ah.....i love dreams with him...all are very touching kinds....i love u..haha chocolate boy~ x) i've nvr think abt ur face- i mean "never" really~haha- memories....are so evil....i wish tht i could reverse into every fun moments...haha-starting to cry...i dunno how come me this freak~ is so easily touched....buy my past memories...but so hard to be touched by opposite sex's human being xP how come i always joke when i'm crying? 梦一场-<那英> try go listen very nice xD suddenly say dao song~ how come human always like to "zhuan hua ti" how come there's genious in trhis world!? how come i will hav such a weird evil lil bro not like a human being but alike a humanitarion- I was abt to accept u and u "fang qi" u "jian chi" for so long le worh- why so "qiao" at the time i'm going to accept u, u "fang qi" with such a "ju shang" face- if u know i'm talking abt u....dun come back ask me 1 more time, cuz now i'm not touched by tht anymore....i won't accept u now....mayb waiting for the another cute 1 to ask haha~ i actually wanning 2 love 2 at one? narh~ i love all my frens then is love 100by one lo~ x) so bad gah me~ dunno now is expressing wad....i'm trying to find back some old memories but i can't search back...i love u all i miss u all i wan u all i dun wanna skip another chances to be wif u all.....all memories with u all are so sweet i dunno how to "zheng xi" tht time.......u all are such a gud bros and sis and....fren.. i love u all i miss u all much i wan u all back but we've lost contect for so long.... even if some day u walk pass-by me i also can't regcornise u all le....i loveee u all very very much! more then the numbers of the star it's uncountable like the no. of the star the brightness of the sun! "sheng ming zhong hai hui you duo shao xiang zhe yi zhong nan mian nan she de...hui yi, li bie, xi guan ta men ba.....hao nan o....=(" <> all i wan express de also express le din let u all see is my rong xing xP fine- Ta' GUyz!