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:( bored

suddenly very *mi* xiaogui o... duno how cum
last time always say he very ugly sound very not nice.
now suddenly always hear his song .

xiaozhu outdate ler gua?

suddenly pening. head turn around then ok ler.

very boring i don't noe wad to do... i've limited myself
onli afternoon can watch show.

Imean taiwan dramas.
love ones.
this time i'm "zhui-ing"
jiuxianglaizheni.
now watching der got "hui fan" tht gal.
hate her.
i dun lyk this part damn boring.

Actually goin to quit watching.
but, i saw yulebaifenbai der muack muack scene got see dao
jiuxianglaizheni der muack muack scene very sweet wor...
okay lur... i continue watch C: muack. muack. muack.

haiz... even though i noe noone cum here ler.. but how cum i'm still updating it?
:\ ? for my nxt time when i big big liao boring. wan see back my old diary can cum here browse back old feeling. some flashes of pic will flow through my mind der.

Mayb tmr mama no go work. can hlp me cut my hair.
But, mama nvr let me cut short short till can't tie tht type.
she say me tie lyk tht very ugly.

Long hair very hot leh. although nice? c:

i love my family
i care abt my family
i dun wanna lose them
i scare that day would come
i always cry when i thought of it
i feel lyk crying now because i'm thinking of it again......

i dun lyk to be lonely.
it makes me think much.
bad ones.
make my brain messed up :C
why....
i'm such a coward...

i always think why am i alive.
born.
live.
die.
what childish game is this.
:C
what is our aim.
we study work and ...?

i wanna be i mean. make my life better not by studying harder.
but, doing more unbelievable things.
but, everytime i say this the nxt day i get coward and dun dare.
but, why?
em... think, planned, din do anythin?

aiks i wan sleep ler tata